urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket this isnt for you iscrm4icecrm89@cox.net Jessica 2009-03-14T17:19:21Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:40510 2009-03-14T17:19:21Z 2009-03-14T17:19:21Z lets just clear this up..i read neighbs and snugs and tiffs and some other friends. haha just thought i would put that out there. (snug sometimes i only skim yours because they get pretty lengthy)<br /><br />last night was nice. i watched MILK with my family and it was INCRED! oh man. talked to brit, kind of canceled our plans for zzyyxx (no idea how to spell it) kind of bummed but i guess neither of us were that down anymore. talked to poyo for a bit and he invited me to a party but i didnt want to go. then he invited me just to chill at his house and i didnt want to go. i dont think i wanted to do ANYTHING last night period. Lauren and Madison called me and wanted to come and hang out for a bit and that was nice. we had some laughs, smoked some schmiggs, and tried to come up with a way for me to go to cali. We talked about us just driving up friday night and me coming home sunday (alone or with brit) wasnt sure if brit would want to go just for 2 days. i dont really know what the point of it would be other than to just get out and do SOMETHING. i was telling my mom about it and she said "well ill go and we can use the time to se your grandpa and go to ikea!" which i thought sounded incredible. so we will see. we decided that we can hike angels any time we want..as a day trip so its not like that s a huge plan to be canceling. idk whats going on right now. <br /><br />things to do today:<br />homework<br />visit grandma<br />go to china town<br />go to swap meet<br />clean clean clean<br />work on my portfolio (maybe get my mom to let me draw her)<br />talk tizzle for a walk<br />get rid of the MIGRAINE that i woke up with. <br /><br /><br />i also thought i would share that i bought anti wrinkle cream because i have wrinkles. yay. haha it makes my face tingle but it has sunscreen in it and feels nice. i noticed a while ago when i got out of the shower. i was looking at my face and saw how many wrinkles im going to have when i get older...which i guess isnt thtat big of a deal..but dang. my mom had a bunch because she never took care of it and has smoked forever and been in the sun her entire life. i am her replica as far as smoking ans sports so i think i can guess what ill look like at 40...and i dont want wrinkles :( <br /><br />pretty shallow of me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:40312 2009-03-10T05:43:40Z 2009-03-10T05:43:40Z who is vanessa?<br /><br />strange feeling. i call and get an answer. it sounds like he is talking to me the same way he would talk to his ex..ciara. <br /><br />he would be nice/ kind of short and then get off the phone with her and say...why the fuck is she calling me. i dont want to be one of those. i dont want to feel like this. its wierd. but if he only knew what i did to him..i guess this is what i get. <br /><br />im making cookies right now because i have a feeling that i wount be able to sleep unless i eat some. yum. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:39291 2008-08-09T05:25:34Z 2008-08-09T05:25:34Z How I wish you could see the potential, <br />the potential of you and me <br />It's like a book elegantly bound, <br />but in a language that you can't read <br />- just yet <br />You gotta spend some time love, <br />you gotta spend some time with me <br />And I know that you'll find love,<br />I will possess your heart <br /><br />gods greatest gift to this earth was that song. <br /><br />haha ive been jammin to that and jason mraz all damn day! just those two songs on one cd...haha pathetic but im in love. <br /><br />so poyo calls me when i get off of work and is like "dont eat ill be at your house when i get off at 10" and im just uh..okay? lol so i think its date night but hella late? im not sure whats going on because he isnt even off yet and its hella late. whatevs. im up for whatever right now - work was hella fun and i am making lots of friends. sweet.<br /><br />its time to watch the olympics for a bit until he gets here. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:39108 2008-08-06T18:00:43Z 2008-08-06T18:00:43Z yesterday was starting out as a shitty day and just turned out amazing. <br /><br />after i got home from getting my classes i ate lunch and then picked up my mom from work. we got home and went straight into the pool...awesome. the only problem was that LT ate my brand new effing glasses! whatever. so the whole fam is swimming together (me mom matt and anthony) and it was super nice. we talked about SO much stuff. i was telling them about my probs and they just listened and gave me advice. then at like 3:30 me and my mom were like "im STARVING" so the whole fam went to buffalo wild wings. it was so fun because we were playing bar games and eating and stayed there to hang out for a really long time. with both parents drunk i drove home. then my mom made me walk the dog with her :? but it turned out okay. we didnt stop laughing the entire time. her drunk ass stopped and asked some kids like not to vandalize our neighborhood anymore hahahahha. nice. then were still walking and she was like ooooh whats the bruise on your arm? and punched the shit out of me! i was so pissed so i punched her back and we straight up had a brawl in the middle of the street. <br />when we got home i tried to wrestle matt and it didnt work out. i wanted to stay and talk with them forever but i had date night with poyo so i started to get ready. <br />i got to his house around 8:30 and we decided to rent movies so we took my car home rented movies, went to starbucks for some yum yums and then went back to his house. we already talked about it like 2 days before and decided that we were going to SMOKE!!! haha so he rolls literally the FATTEST joint i have ever seen and we smoked the ENTIRE thing to ourselves. wow. then chowed down on artichokes and cake while watching harold and kumar escape to guantanamo bay. it was too much fun. that movie is so incredibly funny. <br />i think tonight is party night so we shall see what happens. <br />kris is on her way over now to hang out....i miss her..should be a good time :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:38858 2008-08-05T18:40:49Z 2008-08-05T18:40:49Z definitely signed up for my classes today :) stoked. im taking a bunch of random shizz that should be fun just to get my grades up.<br /><br />anthropology<br />psychology<br />human sexuality<br />chemistry<br /><br />wtf? haha i really feel like im working for nothing. i dont really care though i just need to stay on top of things and get the trust back. i was sad when i was searching for classes because everything sound SO amazing and i just cant seem to pick something that i want to do. its whatever..i have time. <br /><br />yesterday was SO fun. poyo slept over and sunday night and then we woke up went to chipotle, picked up my mom from work (i had her car) and then went swimming. him and i played around in the pool for like 4 hours. we got goggle from inside and just snorkled around finding SO many dead bees at the bottom haha i was hella grossed out but whatever. i just hope no one steps on them and gets stung on accident. ouch.<br />im pretty sure im gonna lay out with tat today to fix my tan lines a LITTLE bit.i seriously have the WORST tan lines from lifeguarding haha. its worth it though. lauren and i are becoming good friends. and i love most of the other people i work with. <br />big jess has been hangin out with us a lot and i LOVE it. <br />logan is gonna start drawing my next tattoo within the week and i cant WAIT for that. my paycheck should be HUGE!!! i worked 56 hrs or something so yeah. <br /><br />im making bomb ass artichokes for lunch :) i have been insanely inspired to cook anything and EVERYTHING lately. i love it. im losing a lot of weight and starting to look good :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:38586 2008-08-02T17:21:44Z 2008-08-02T17:21:44Z <lj-embed id="1" /><br /><br />hahahahahahaha omg. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:38291 2008-08-01T00:18:40Z 2008-08-01T00:18:40Z wow definitely just got SO stressed out for no reason at all..<br />so ive been working every day since last friday and i am scheduled until sunday..which means im working 10 days straight. its all good because i offered to take a TON of shifts and am down for it but i think its catching up to me. today i worked 10 to 3 (easy) but my boss shelly asked my to stay until 4 fine no prob. then she comes up to be at 3 and was like "you can go home we dont need you" so i went home. at 4:30 she calls me and is like"can you come in tonight from 6 to 10? we dont have anyone to close" and i almost shit myself. i was so pissed just because im working tomorrow morning from 8 - 10 and then again tomorrow from 4:30 to 10. friggin split shift. blah. that would have given me 60 hrs in 10 days...so not okay. i felt hella bad telling her no when i called her back but whatever. i was seriously having a heart attack about going in..because i really want to help out and make some more money but i know that i just need ONE night to stay home and relax. ive been working SO damn much. im really proud of myself :)<br /><br />last night was a blast! me tat and poyo went over to tats friend robs house to play beer pong and it was seriously SO much fun..there were just a few people there but they were all awesome. david and mike wound up meeting us there and having a good time. we played beer pong, kings cup, mushroom cup and like all these other drinking games. i got shitty as hell. <br /><br />funny story - i was guarding the 'tot lot' today and this little girls was splashing around by my feet and i was kicking water up at myself becaus ei was hot as hell so she hella splashed me and i kicked a shit ton of water right in her face! hahaha i was so funny but she seriously LOVED it. her and i were splashing each other for 15 minutes straight until i had to rotate haha. everyone that walked by was like "why the hell is that lifeguard splashing a little kid" but she really loved it. she wouldnt leave me alone. it was silly. i LOVE the kids at the pool i have a million storied every day. its the bomb. they make me laugh SO incredibly hard all the time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:38005 2008-07-30T19:36:39Z 2008-07-30T19:36:39Z so..making a bomb ass lunch before i go to work 3-10 :) <br /><br />went on a date last night and saw step brothers!!! it was seriously the funniest movie i have EVER seen. i didnt stop laughing the entire movie. <br /><br />work is going great..im already tan as all hell...all the people i work with are the shit..im getting MAD hours...ive turned a new leaf and decided that i do like kids haha. only because the kids camp at the Y comes to the pool every morning and the kids all play around and they are SO much fun to watch. i love guarding the tot lot between 10 and 12..its the best. i have to go and get another suit today or tomorrow because 1 just isnt going to work. i cant wait to register for classes! its coming up really soon and im stoked. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:37861 2008-07-27T22:04:03Z 2008-07-27T22:04:03Z definately just walked in from the BIGGEST shopping spree since i was like 12. all too stoked. i got the most beautiful dress for 20 bucks!!!!! and SO many other things. i got about 15 things for super cheap i love shopping. <br /><br />today is the g mas b day so i think we are going out to dinner :) too stoked on that. today is just brilliant! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:37584 2008-07-25T20:48:11Z 2008-07-25T20:48:11Z just got home from my first day of work!!! super fun. loves it. wishes i could work there every day. Lauren is the shit..we had orientation together and then she went down to swim2000 to get our suits...we worked the same hours today so we went together. anthony viacabla (no idea how to spell his last name) works there! we talked for a bit it was really fun. there is also this guy taylor that was hella cool...everyone seems pretty nice. im down to make some new friends :) im inviting lauren over to poyos tonight because supposedly they are having a huge ass party...we shall see. ive done nothing the last week but party over there EVERY SINGLE NIGHT and play massive rounds of beer pong. poyo and i are always on the same team and its hella tight because we havent been beeten in about 16 or 17 games straight..weve been keeping count. im working tomorrow from 8 to 12 again..baby shift. its cool though.<br /><br />it was so funny today because all of the other guards are SO mean to the kids! taylor was stationed at the slides and kids always run over to it to get first in line and he is just like "NO RUNNING!!!!!!!" so loud and the is like "yeah, i see you. no freakin running!"<br /><br />swimming with my mom now urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:37318 2008-07-20T00:19:33Z 2008-07-20T00:19:33Z got the job...sweet. i have to take a urine and hair test on monday...sweet. i have to go and get that detox hair shit that i got last time but im a-okay with the pee test :)<br /><br />last night at poyos EVERYONE was smoking and i was just like "fuck you assholes im about to take a drug test and you are smoking around me...wtf?" so i went somewhere else for a bit. poyo didnt smoke though :)<br /><br />i just got back from getting my hair done..BOMB! super cute loves it. <br /><br />2 months today &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:37006 2008-07-17T22:03:06Z 2008-07-17T22:03:06Z wow. im am pretty much on cloud 9 right now :)<br /><br />last night was amazing! we had a party at poyos house and it was super fun. kris came and that made my night! now that em is gone david hangs out with us ALL the time and we are all super close. me poyo david and tat are like a little fam..its sweet. we played SO much beer pong and swam and chilled. i convinced kris to come in the pool with us and she did and had a blast..i couldnt be happier that she came. every time we hang out i realize that i miss her. we talked about a LOT of shit and it was good for me :) tat slept over and it was crazy because she slept on the little white couch because...thats where she passed out...but i woke up in the morning and she was in davids room..i guess when he went to work he woke her up and was like "hey go lay down in my room" which was SUPER nice of him. hes never done that for anyone..probably becasue em was always there. <br /><br />i just got back from an interview at the y..super stoked. it went awesome! the girl that interviewed me was SO nice and we laughed a lot...she really liked me. she told me that she has been interviewing all week and that all of them were so bad and that mine was going really well. <br /><br />now im about to go and schwimmy schwim in the pool with mamma matt and tat.<br /><br />oh yeah, its strange but matt and i are getting super close :) last night was so funny because he was going up the stairs and i was running up to take a shower and he stuck out his arm and tripped me and then we just like wrestled at the top of the stairs...it was a big step for us. i love that guy. moms been HELLA cool too. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:36671 2008-07-13T20:45:29Z 2008-07-13T20:45:29Z last night was nice. we just pool partied at poyos house because thats what we always do...? haha it was really cool because jess and her BF dillon (poopsie) came. her and i pretty much chatted about the trial last night and about how sick all of us have been because of it. we really dont know how to feel and its somewhat depressing for everyone that was there. my mom noticed that i havent been well and has been trying to self medicate me with every kind of pill on the planet..but i havent taken anything. this is something that i dont want to feel but i also dont want to numb out. it just threw my entire family for a loop.<br /><br />lindsey and i arent on good terms at all. she came down and was a total disaster. i honestly dont think she'll be staying at my house anymore. my mom said she probably wont even come down for thanksgiving...and that if she chose to that she isnt going to pay for her ticket like she always does. no one in the house enjoyed her company because she was too busy getting stoned, drunk, yelling at me and having an attitude with the entire family because we didnt give her everything she wanted. its whatever. <br /><br />other than that everything is cool. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:36533 2008-07-11T01:13:05Z 2008-07-11T01:13:05Z so...FINALLY got the internet on my laptop working!!! super stoked! that means....DOWNLOAD DOWNLOAD DOWNLOAD!!! i cant wait to have all of my music back :) as a matter of fact..i think im gonna do that right now. <br /><br />last night was funny i went to poyos house just for a bit because lindsey was going out with josh and frankie so i wanted to do something too...we just sat together and talked for SO long and told lots and lots of secrets. it was nice. i love that boy.<br /><br />its weird to have lindsey back. i love her to death but its hard because she doesnt really have respect for anyone and wants to be able to do anything she wants anytime she wants and im just not used to it. i ask my mom for EVERYTHING and its just strange that lindsey doesnt realize that she doesnt live here - she is a guest. whatever. she is supposed to be leaving tomorrow and im kind of sad...i just wish she would not want to go party party all the time. im over talking about this. <br /><br />no idea whats going on tonight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:36229 2008-07-07T18:29:27Z 2008-07-07T18:29:27Z just got home from picking up lindsey. stoked. these are going to be the best 5 days of my summer. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:35976 2008-07-02T22:51:33Z 2008-07-02T22:51:33Z eyeyeyey<br /><br />its honestly too damn hot in this town to do anything. ive been driving around all day and im exhausted from the heat :( my poor grandparents arent doing so well and it breaks my heart to see my gpa in constant pain. its been nice spending time with them though. we've gotten rather close.<br /><br />the hair show was a disaster and i hate my hair. its worse than the redken one i did last year. i straight up look like peter pan. i can kind of pull it off..but im just not confident and thats something i cant stand. but at the same time...$400 for 3 hrs of work is kind of worth it ;)<br /><br />didnt get an inch of sleep last night :( my dearest boyfriend stayed the night and we both were just feeling super shitty and couldnt sleep. i felt bad for him because he had work at 8...bummer. tonight should be fun. a few of us are going to tats to party and have drinks :) yum yum. watch charlie bartlet last night and 10,000 bc today...charlie was funny as hell and 10,00 was dece. i was hoping that it would be like apocalypto..all in subtitles and kind of factual...but nah..it was just a money maker that with no real truth behind it - in english :( whatever. i still have one movie left 'rent to own' with jack blak...looks amazingly funny <br /><br />brits on her way here to see my hair so we shall see what she thinks of it. hopefully good things. kris said she liked it and so did tat poyo and everyone at his house so..yeah..but its not like anyone is really going to be honest with me and tell me that it looks like FUCKHOLE!!! haha<br /><br />eh... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:35839 2008-06-28T20:42:31Z 2008-06-28T20:42:31Z havent written in FOREVER...its been one of those "well i havent written in a few days and so much has happened that i dont know where to even start - so i just wont post at all" type of things that happens to me more often then not.<br /><br />so anywho...loads of things have happened!<br />- finally beginning to read book 4 HP<br />- made the hairshow<br />- lindsey is coming into town!!!!!!<br />- mom wants my friends to beat someone up for her<br />- suing my uncle (i think)<br />- might be getting a job at tats school as an asst. teacher<br />- completely in love with the most AMAZING boy in this solar system. <br />- started el periodo (not so cool)<br />- been helping my grandparents because both of them are ill and cant do anything on their own :(<br />- and plenty of other things...so...yeah. <br /><br />today i think my mom and i are just going to float around in our pool and tan! yayayaya. tomorrow tat and i are going to tan naked in her back yard because her dad is going out of town and her neighbors cant really see into her yard so BOMB! its really funny because pretty much every time i take my shirt off or something poyo is like "damn turn your brights off!" so im going to fix that. hopefully reduce them to just regular headlights. <br /><br />cant wait for linds to get here its going to be a blast!!! i talked to her today and we both just got super excited. i love it because we both see eye to eye with the whole mom thing and so if my mom pulls some crazy shit while she is here...lindsey will be here to back me up :) LOVES IT!!! she hasnt been around mom since she went off the deep end! haha shes in for a surprise. <br /><br />so i was thinking last night after i finished reading HP and decided to go to bed...how amazing would an HP sleeve be?!?!?! and then i just started thinking of all of the things i would put in it-<br />the scar, a snitch with the words "i open at the close" a wand, the whomping willow, a castle, all of the seven horcruxes (Marvolo Gaunt's ring, Tom Riddle's Diary, Helga Hufflepuff's Cup, Salazar Slytherin's Locket, Rowena Ravenclaw's Diadem, Harry Potter, and Nagini) the sorting hat, the gravestones in godricks hollow, the prophecy, and a million other things that i just LOVE about the books. <br /><br />now im gonna go read becasue i just got really excited. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:35090 2008-06-12T01:17:18Z 2008-06-12T01:17:18Z today is kristinas birthday and i feel bad that i didnt call her until about 20 minutes ago. oops. eh...at least i remembered. <br /><br />still dont know if im going to the lake on sat. gas is just so expensive!!! ugh. <br /><br />today was a fun. i took mom to the doctor and then we went to fresh and easy and got lots of HEALTHY yummy things from there! stopped at golden spoon and got frozen yogurt and sat outside and at it and just chatted for a bit. came home and finished harry potter while she slept (too bad i cant find book two :[) then got up and now im making dinner while she drops anthony's stuff with him because he is staying at his dads through the week until the weekend. sweet. whatever. i kind of miss the kid. <br /><br />im starving right now. it seriously seems like im ALWAYS HUNGRY!!!!! hah not a prob because the more hungry i am the more yummy food i get to eat. i wonder what im doing tonight...? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:34968 2008-06-10T18:19:21Z 2008-06-10T18:19:21Z these past few days have been splendid. (minus the hash out with the rents sunday night) <br /><br />really havent done anything special except go to the lake on sunday..which was SAWEEETTT! even though i dont recall ever being this sore in my life. this is the most our of shape i have ever been and so it was harder for me to get up on my board and im more sore than usually just because i have absolutely NO definition anymore :( waaa. <br /><br />last night went to poyos and have a really good time just hangin out with him and tat. it was cute because we were like wrestling around and i pinned him down, sat on top of him, and started rapping the song that was on for SO long and he just looked at me haha. and then when i was done he just looks at me and goes "you're the shit" hahah 'twas pretty cute. <br /><br />today i shall do nothing and i shall LOVE IT! <br /><br />sad bri went home and didnt have a good time here...buuuutt...waddaya gonna do?<br /><br />time to go read HP (a little over half funushed with book 1. should be done by tonight :)) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:33119 2008-05-16T16:02:51Z 2008-05-16T16:02:51Z missed greys last night and now im trying to load the video from abc.com and my computer is freezing!!!!! i knew i should have just gone home for it. boo. last night was ridiculous. stated drinking at like 4:15 haha and didnt really stop. didnt get shitty or anything..just kept my pace with beer. it was really fun. poyo go super trashed and was the funniest person i have ever met. only because he is always the sober one and i am usually the drunk haha. my weekend started wed night with karaoke and isnt going to end until tomorrow night...4 days of partay partay. tonight should be epic. im taking em out for a g 'girls day' and we are supposed to go and get massages and get lunch and do girl things together while everyone else at the house sets up for her party. its going to be so fun! i love em so it should be a really nice day. <br /><br />last night i fell asleep at poyos and then he wakes me up at like 8:05 and is like "hey its 8 in the morning you should go home" so i raced home and my parents arent even here. it makes e sad because i know that they just get SO pissed that im NEVER home anymore. it makes me sad too. just because i know that if it were up to me to just stay home and not hang out with ANYONE for one night...nah. not gonna happen. not that i really am craving alone time or anything...i dont even know what im getting at haha. <br /><br />...still no greys! WTF!??! this is bouts to ruin my already mediocre day!<br /><br />thinkin about writing that private entry!!! haha snug..you know. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:32726 2008-05-11T15:10:15Z 2008-05-11T15:10:15Z last night was fun :) scale of 1 to 10 it was probably a 6..not the MOST fun i have ever had but still nice. we wound up going back to poyos like always!!! and everyone just met us there for some pool/ beer pong. they ran out of beer after the first game so poyo collected money from everyone and gave it to mike to go and buy us beer and he straight up went into his room and had sex with this girl THAT IS STILL IN HIGH SCHOOL! sick. i guess its not that bad because she could be 18 or something..i think its just because he creeps me out a bit. so anyways..he is in his room for like an hour and we are all just like wtf?!?! we NEED beer! haha so richie and i go and are like knocking on his door and he answers like 'yeah?' and trichie and i ask 'so uh...are you uh..busy? because we would really like you to go to the store' haha whatevs. <br /><br />i hated to be a cock block but...he is just a douche. <br /><br />in the end it was a sober night for all (or most) tat and i had some mixed drinks and had a good buzz but thats it...i was watching myself because we tapped into the vodka again and i didnt want to get shitty. <br /><br />not like there was even enough to get me half as shitty as i was the other night! holy hell. <br /><br />bouts to go to brunch with mom, tat, and the g ma/ g pa baird. yay. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:32336 2008-05-09T17:59:37Z 2008-05-09T17:59:37Z so...last night greys was just the BOMB!!! <br /><br />my favorite part.."he's a tramp, he has always been a tramp and always will be a tramp..you know this, he's nasty!" haha bailey is the shiz...<br /><br />tat came over and watched that with me. then poyo came over and we were all hanging out in the back yard. at like 11 kris called me and was like "i think im gonna come chill for a bit.." so she did..then tat left then kris left then poyo and i hung out for a bit..then he left..at like 2:30!!!! ah and then i hella couldnt fall asleep. pretty eventful night..sike. <br /><br />today is going to go by SO fast. tennis, skate w/ poyo, come home and show, go to cinco de mayo party, go to keith and ryans for a partay partay!..even though i said i was going to NEVER drink again after two nights ago...i guess some people just dont learn from their mistakes...<br /><br />last night was nice..poyo was telling me about how him mom is hella stressing him out by asking him all the time if we are going out yet or if we are going to and all of this shit..so then i thought he was going to ask me "what the deal" was..and im NOT ready for that yet haha. i wouldnt mind it..im just ultie scared. i think im mostly afraid of hurting him again because right now thats pretty much the last thing i want to do. and we all know that when it comes to realationships i have the mentality of a 2nd grader..<br /><br />this weekend is going to be a good one. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:32230 2008-05-07T01:51:52Z 2008-05-07T01:51:52Z everytime i take a nap..i have a 'daymare..?' haha its shitty.<br /><br />we got the new carpet in our house today :) looks beautiful!!! <br /><br />ran into some cim kids at starbucks/einsteins...eh...cool. whatev. <br /><br />no plans for the rest of the day..kind of want to just play some sudoku and go to bed. <br /><br />..or party my ass off and complete last nights mission..that didnt happen...but was still fun. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:31870 2008-05-01T19:30:47Z 2008-05-01T19:30:47Z p.s. possibly the greatest song ever written<br /><br /><br />You're a part time lover and a full time friend<br />The monkey on your back is the latest trend<br />I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else...but you<br />I'll kiss you on the brain in the shadow of the train<br />I'll kiss you all starry eyed my body swingin' from side to side<br />I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else...but you<br />Here is the church and here is the steeple<br />We sure are cute for two ugly people<br />I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else...but you<br />Pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive<br />So why can't you forgive me<br />I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else...but you<br />I will find my niche in your car<br />With my MP3, DVD, rumble pack guitar<br />I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else...but you<br />Up up down down left right left right B A start<br />Just because we use cheats doesn't mean we're not smart<br />I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else...but you<br />You are always tryin' to keep it real<br />I'm in love with how you feel<br />I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else...but you<br />We both have shiny happy fits of rage<br />You want more fans, I want more stage<br />I don't see what anyone can see im anyone else...but you<br />Don Quixote was a steel driving man<br />My name is Adam I'm your biggest fan<br />I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else...but you<br />Squinched up your face and did a dance<br />Shook a little turd out of the bottom of your pants<br />I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else...but you<br />But you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jess_pocket:31512 2008-05-01T19:18:59Z 2008-05-01T19:18:59Z so...last night was just fantastic. <br /><br />tat came over and got ready with me, then jaime met us at my house. we left for the suncoast at like 9:30 and poyo was going to meet us there because he had something to do for a bit. the three of us got there first and i was SO stoked because i really wanted to pay for him because he ALWAYS pays! i thought it was going to be like 20 bucks for the both of us..turns out it was some special night and it was like $3.50 per person. bomb. so we get there and..i hate bowling and i SUCK at it..plus i wore a dress...haha tat seriously sucked. so did jaime. poyo on the other hand i think got all strikes but two. asshole! haha so after that we decided that we didnt want to bowl our second game...so we all just went to my house. before we went poyo pulls into a gas station, gets out, and comes back with a pack of smokes..and was like here...and sets them in my lap! haha it was funny.<br /><br />so we all get back to my house and we decided to drink...so we do. and just hang out and talk for a bit. tat and jaime left at like 12 and then we just layed on the couch and watched that 70's show. that shiz is SO funny. <br /><br />i might hang out with him for a bit today but tonight is GREYS ANATOMY!!!! tat is coming over and im SO stoked. <br /><br />im applying for lots and lots of jobs today :)